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I've just been feeling..odd x. . I have less friends to talk to anymore, it just seems so quiet.. I don't get to see my rl best friend Rain at school anymore now that shes in the program that lets her go to college for senior year. My sestra/Papa is always off by the time I get on ( i think) and my other sister is usually busy until late night..so da :c 

Sorry if I seem like a bother, but I just feel like, alone a lot (ever since SOME friends ditched me <n< ) I mean, my friend Mitzu is on a lot, and thats fun c:, but like, if shes not on, my sister is the only one on, but she's crowded too much, so I wait.. ono and I just dont wanna bother >< so I just go quiet. Rain and I only get to text each other and hang out every couple weekends or so, and I only get to talk to Papa Sestra about once a week.

I just feel..i dunno.. lonely x.x


 (Just a warning: I dont want messages like "oh im sorry!" and "You arent alone!" from people who ONLY talk to me when I post a new journal)

I feel like, I could stop talking for a few days, and it have no effect on anybody. Like, they're just too busy x.x
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1986MajorNatureNRG's avatar
A perfectly adequate human emotion to have.
I feel the same the majority of times and I have an older sister who is also my BF. 
The world is a cold, busy and a generally over populated place to live. 
Yet 90% + of us feel alone.
Breech out and be heard, balance good over bad. Cause we all should know there is more bad news than good.
Make an impression and stand out before your time ends...
Express emotion in Art. My favorite type of medicine besides laughing. 
Thanks for the fav.

:)